so fucking hot today,make me hot also..iissshh..what the fucking weather is this!?so damn hot..even all the aircon(s) were in my house but i still feel so hot!

having test tomorrow,Chemistry.I dont even understand what is  the most simple equation talking about..how to continue ler?just know...all the ocipala thermodynamics explain shit!CHEMISTRY SUXxXXxXxX!!!i'm pissed of this!iisshh....

WoHoOoO!I was chosen for the ns,COMFIRMED!saw my name in the newspaper,lots of ppl chosen,there will be 95000 1988babies chosen for the programme,51%boys,49%girls and 40% are chinese,60% malaypig+lakia+kelengna!Just found that lots of frens were chosen,there are over 10 were from my school,dunno why this time i dont have the disappointing feeling,no sad also..feel like going NOW!haha..crazy me!you know what..i still ask my daddy why still need to wait so long to go,i want go now and finish earlier ler..i dont know i supposed finish my senior3 first,and postpone my NS,or absent school days for about 2 or 3 months?which should i choose?i just worry about the training days(actually 3 months) will change into 6 months..so i want to finish it earlier...Dear,buy both of us air-tickets after i finish the training,need to go some cool cool place,i wanna get back my fair fair skin!and Dad and mom,you 2 can put deposit in MarieFrance or wadever beauty centre,i want my fair skin BACK!hoho..hhmm..for those 1988kids,go check if you are the lucky one like me see if you are chosen or not,check if your name is in the newspaper--Lian He Jit Poh,start listing since 28June,dont check from the net,not accurate one..

lots of homework these days!got lots of experiment report not yet done..and there's still lots of thing waiting me to do,this saturday n sunday need to go duty for my club,as we're the club who organise the newspaper collecting  competition for our school,iisshh..need to carry newspaper again!dont worry i sure escape this sunday!hiak hiak!monday still got SPM lisan exam bah,and maths test also,i dont even know what is this chapter talking about ar.hate our form teacher very much,never care us,din give our class even a piece of paper for the competition,and i think there should be lots of my frens need to duty this weekends,and our duty time is 1pm-5pm on saturday,8am-6.30pm on sunday,thought we're wad...where is the time for we to study for the test and memorize the lisan thingy?wad the....

let's blog let's bLoG!i've been searching for thingy to put in my page since i came back from school in the afternoon till now,and i not yet found a thing yet!No banner is suit to my page,i think i should design myself again..oh ya,how's my background?the size,i dunno how to edit my image size to suit xanga page ar,always too small and too big,and cant see my words and others completely.dont want to make my page animated like before again,loading so slow,and now..i think simple makes it perfect!!

I've been chosen for the PKLN (the ns training)..GOD DAMN IT!so fuckin lucky haha..at first thats what i think of,i was so..that so called fuckin lucky that i've been chosen!i was so disappointed,so sad when i knew it,and i wanted to escape and told my dad i will never go for it,but my aunt told me that those who was chosen and escape and didnt attend for it,then we need to go jail picnic.issit true?i dont know!but i my parents,relatives,and even friends told me that they saw this news on the newspaper too!what came into my mind was...its so unfair,there's plenty of ppl,and why am i chosen but not them?and need to stay at the camp for 3 months for stupid training,no handphone,no talking with mydear,no hugs,no meet,no his cute face to see..i hate going,no warming hands to hold,no family,everything NO!and i never leave my home myself,never stay a mile far from my parents,and me this..really a so called PRINCESS,a golden one..haha..i dont want to be dark,i'm summer,but i hate sunlight,i hate hot weather,i cant suffer under the sun for hours lar..cos i've tried before when i was still a kid,i almost fainted with the hot weather la,i cant stand for such hot day,i will just get sick easily with this!But....dont worry,i believe,i trust my relationship with mydear,3 months,short short nia la,it will only strengthen our love!right?i trust myself and him!there's still a lot for us to go through,this small small thing,sap sap soi lar..although cannot always talk to him,cannot always see him,he's still every seconds in my mind ma,my heart still see him ma,my heart still communicating with his heart ma..so wad i decided is...just go for it if really cant escape lor.Studies thing,after the training come out baru continue study lor..but lar but lar..the status of the NS net ar..dunno is sot or what ler..my status became not chosen ki,not only mine la,all my frens that were chosen all became not chosen.Dont know why also lar..ours supposed to be "Anda telah dipilih untuk menyertai program...."ma... but now our status changed to like other whose are not chosen.I dont know too..

hhmm..ohya,...there's a friend who's quite good with me,he's next class to me,but then we never talk to each other just because there's another 'someone' talking shit between us,(you guys know who's that!),should be saying my bad things to him,telling lots of fuckin story to him,she din even know anything,then she keep talking me bah..actually not only me lar,she got a super big mouth,always love to say ppl at their back and never dare to stand out to open her mouth!haha..she will be awarded someday,to be the best story teller in the world!haha..forget her!i just know she sucks,she's a bitch..!haha..just say how much she can say about me lar,i am me myself and not what she said,see who believes,and what reality is,ppl got eyes to see,no need me to make so much wasting explanation,really thanks her actually,for saying lots of things me to ppl,but just dont know how the world's going lor..letting me know that all my friends standing at my side,knowing that my frens care me,help me when she try to curse me!haha!FORGET ABOUT her..oh ya,go back to that guy,he talks to me now,haha..cos i found that he still treat me as a friend,and a nice one,and never believe wad the big mouth say again..haha..thanks ya!and thanks all my frens for supporting SUMMER!haha...finally,i knew that,my craziness will only 'attract' frens ler..hehe! =)

(DeBbIe's CoMmAnD...haha...no la..long time no blog bah,simply drop sth here..)

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1.ChiawWei                                                                                              

2. SuMmEr
3. Ahwei

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE/HAD:
1. SuMmErDrEaMs                                                                                   

 2. SuMmErThePrInCeSs                                                                           

3. SuMmErAnGeL

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my laziness                                                                                               

 2. my stubborness
3. my craziness

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. craziness (my family all siao siao one wad..)
2. dad+mom's face
3. my very black hair..

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1.  cat
2. mouse                                                                                                    

3. scary movies

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. ahnick (i sure die without him) 
2. play                                                                                                       

3. talk n talk n talk

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. shorts
2. tshirt
3. undies

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. let others fill it                                                                                         

2. i dunno whose mine
3. i think i dont have any

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE SONGS:
1. chinese song
2  english song
3. lakia song

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. LOVE
2. TRUST                                                                                                 

3. CARE n RESPECT

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. anywhat that mydear got it..
2. the things that ahnick has..
3. the physical things that mypiggie has it

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
1. mahjong
2. sleep
3. online

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. read over the lisan thingy
2. do the card which i suppose to do for my society...
3. sleep!

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. somewhere which snow                                                                         

2.same as above
3. same as above

THREE KIDS' NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. SuMnIcK                                                                                              

2.  i tell u after i discuss with mydear

3.                                                       

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. married mydear..
2. say I LOVE YOU to mydear!
3. take good care of mydear!

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREO TYPICALLY A BOY:
1. i do crazy things..
2. i mix with the boys..
3. i am very messy

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1. loves shopping!!
2. loves a guy...yeah,him only,ahnick la..!
3. loves make-up 

THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
1. haha..don hav any
2. no bah
3. no BAH!

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS SURVEY NOW: (ITS A COMMAND!)
1.Alicia Ting 2.Jessica 3.IVY!(i didnt know that u got this site too!)

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